That Time I Got Naked In The Snow

January 5, 2021

For at least the last year I've had this vision of shooting boudoir in a snowy forest. So I figured who better to bring that vision to life than ME. Yup, I stripped down in the forest in -6 degree weather. I DID THAT.

You might be thinking that I'm a freaking lunatic for doing this & you're not entirely wrong. I mean I don't think the average person would get naked (Oh, you bet your ass I got fully naked- go hard or go home am I right?) in the snow. 

These photos mean so damn much to me. My original plan back in the summer was to shoot this with a long time client of mine (HEY MARY GIRLLLL IF YOU'RE READING THIS!) but the provincial wide lock down had other plans. So I decided fuck it- I'LL DO IT. 

I had been feeling like I was in a slump recently. After the opening back up of the first lock down in the spring I've been working NON STOP. Wild Side season 2020 was INSANE. (The best kind of insane. I got to empower SO MANY WOMEN & meet so many incredible clients in the process.) What I failed to do was schedule myself any time off, I neglected my "me" time. It was work work work work all day all night. Shooting, editing, emails, contracts, invoices, album design, instagram content repeat. I felt amazing! But as you may or may not have experienced first hand- not taking breaks leads to over exhaustion & burn out. After the Christmas 2020 season, which was also wild. It really hit me. I was exhausted all the time, unmotivated, depressed. I didn't feel like my outgoing, loud self anymore. I felt like curling into a ball. I felt like there was this immense weight on my shoulders that was just to heavy to lift. Between keeping up with shooting and client work, continuing to market myself & adding on to that moving into a new studio AND a new apartment.... I wanted to collapse. It just felt like an endless list. 

Fast forward to beginning of lockdown. I FELT SO BLEH. But you know what, since the second I did my glam for this shoot, that all changed.  

This was my reset. My fresh start. My "Hello 2021, 2020 didn't knock me down- hit me with your best shot",

Looking at these photos on the back of my camera while I was still out shooting gave me all the pump up I needed to brave the cold. (Thanks to my man for putting up with me and being my human tripod.)

When I got home and brought these onto my computer I was in complete awe. I sat and stared at them thinking "HOLY SHIT. THAT'S ME. THAT'S MY BODY. THAT'S MY FACE. I'M ONE BAD ASS BITCH. I JUST GOT NAKED IN THE SNOW."  I seriously walked up to my boyfriend & said "I hope you know I'm printing these for above our bed." He of course was more than okay with that. But I'm truly obsessed. I am a piece of FREAKING ART. This body deserves to be celebrated. It got my through a GLOBAL PANDEMIC. Through successes, through heart breaks, through loss, through the most stressful year of my life. These photos represent my strength. My boldness. They represent that I can do A N Y T H I N G I set my mind to. There's nothing out of reach.


It's much easier to preach to other people to love your body than it is to practice it. Listen, we all have our insecurities. As a women it truly is hard work to program your brain to KNOW, Not to say or to think but to KNOW that you're worthy. That you're perfect just as you are. But that's what I'm here for. I'm here to lead by example, (with the help of all my amazing glam team ladies) to hold your hand through this entire process, and to get you on the path to TRUE ACCEPTANCE OF EVERY PART OF YOURSELF.



Ladies listen- I don't preach about what this experience will do for you for the fun of it. I do it because it's TRUE. It really completely change your perspective. It makes you love & appreciate all that you've been through that's made you the person you are today. GONE are the times where you look at your body & feel nothing but resentment & anger. LET'S DO THIS!👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

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